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as i sit here and witness everyone & everything around me i realize that nothing is going to change. everybody is still going to have their attitudes say what they want to say try to bring you down and make everyone around them miserable and i hate to admit it but i have been brought to a place where i dont think i can bring myself up from. i just want time to go back to when my life was full of tears of joy and not sadness i want my life to be full of happiness and prosperity . i want to backwards not forward because im scared of what the future holds